[10 Dec 2009|03:06am] vicalvi ( Lots of swearing and ranting, don't even bother ) I want to join the military so bad. I just look at all these apps and shit and they all want to know if you're a vet and I just feel like that's my key to my main goal of the FBI or some kind of civil work...I just can't do it for so many reasons. I just hate it. I wonder if there is anybody else out there that knows how hard it is to operate on a daily basis when you always know actively or in the back of your mind that you're worth nothing and you wake up every day wishing you hadn't. To know how it is be sad all the time and that the costs of living always outweigh the benefits. Welcome to my struggle. post comment

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