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i havent written in this in like forever. i guess things are going pretty sweet... mostly. keepin busy, chillin, the usual. i mean, sommee things are different, but what can ya do. well i have nothing important to say and i really dont know why im even writing in here, oh well, enjoy!
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[25 Aug 2005|08:30pm] |
the other day i had to run a shit ton of erands. i got the check point done, then i went to get my sticker and they rejected me cuz the hood latch was faulty. bought some new wipers, then i decided take a look at the latch. nothing wrong with it! i took it back like a half hour later and the guy was gone, so i had checked by some other dude and nothing was wrong so he gave me my sticker. fuckers. whatev dude.
so i found out that the night i showed joes mom my pics she ended up in the hospital with a gaul stone problem. :-\
wednesday was alright i suppose. i was left in charge again. its not too bad, i would just prefer to know ahead of time to actually plan out the practice. i went slut again. its fucking hot out, who cares. did some hills. then i decided to be suicidal and set up some ladders uphill. oooh boy did they love that one. im so mean, we dont even do those in practice cuz theyre difficult enough, nevermind doin em up hill. decided against the dynamic stretching. went for agility duck duck goose. not much agility tho, just sprints. umm practiced our drives. we checked to see who had the least goin down the field. i ended up with 5 hits. the freshmen ranged from 11-39 hits. wow. i cant blame them tho, they dont know what we're doing, and no matter how many times we show them, they still dont get it. so we keep practicing til they get it, and by next practice, some are confused again. i just dont understand. whatevvv. dude we were doing this one drill where we run down the field and pass the ball across to our partner at the same time. julie and her partner were at the end of the line and her fone rings, so shes runnin, hittin the ball, and talkin at the same time. so then she decides to throw me her fone and it was dubis! so i talked to her until julie finished. shes such a goof ball. ben went insane like usual. not much of a help. amanda slipped and fell so we had a big pig pile. then she had a big bruise haha. umm yea so after i was supposed to go to the gym with chels, but i decided i was too tired so i went to mikes. i didnt think it was possible, but we fucked up easy mac. thats like a sin for me, im the queen of mac n cheese. but i ate it. and cake. and his brother and his friends showed up. and they're cool. they were amazed that my fone was singing. steve came in and goes 'dude, switch just came on, then it stopped' wasnt quite sure if he was drunk or not, but then i remembered hearing them singing it. word. we went to walmart to buy some hair dye. so i dyed his hair again. yellow haha. fun fun!
this morning i went to 8:00 mass for kacy. abbey lisa julie vikki ben amanda kate ali lapo and mrs meter were there. after we gave mrs b hugs and went out to breakfast. me vikki ben amanda and julie went to memos. super full after that. waitress was annoying as hell tho. julie said her order and she kept recommending other shit to her. and every time she laughed she would hit my arm thinking she was funny. yea, guess again asshole. then i ran to dicks, made some exchanges at the mall. went to the gym to meet up with ben who was extremely late. i was like done when he got there. ummm then i came home and sat around. then sat around some more. and im still sitting. my life ends at 8 tomorrow morning. yay! ekkk. i gotta get some sleeeep.
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[24 Aug 2005|02:11am] |
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i miss kiwi. we chilled sunday but shits still fucked. went to hooterzz. went back to his housee with joe n josh and yea... i left, showed meaghers mom my senior pics then i chilled with zask. not exactly the most eventful but whatev. oh wait, i went to kellys party. how could i forget my dearest kelly?
cpt prac monday was sweet. yea right. i decided to run 3 miles before practice. then i show up and vikki says she has to leave. then alyssa shows up sayin she has to replace the griping on her stick, so she left and i was there with all the freshmen. thank god for julie and lisa. so we ran. xcore. try outs start friday morning with a timed mile, many of them i dont think even ran a full mile this summer, so we ran our little hearts out and i can imagine they must hate me by now, and so does my body. then we did crunches and push ups, the usuals. tried a scrimage. total disaster. brought julie home then picked up chels to go work out. as if i hadnt destroyed my body enough. so we worked out for a good hour, its all i could take.
today... well today was interesting. ran erands bright and early. got school shit done. went to staples. went to dicks, bought shorts and filled out an app. went to walmart for some tanks. stopped by mikes <3 because i can. ate some cake. oh boy was it good. dropped chelsea off at soccer. returned library books, picked her up from practice, then dropped her off at fucking cheerleading. unico is a fucking madhouse. then i returned HER movie, bought some tbell, picked her up from cheerleading, then i finally managed to make it over to brandons around 9. we wanted to go bowlin so we went to spfld and it was closed. went to chads house, met up with dan and joe, came back to ws, headed to noho around 11 to go bowlin there. the wait was too long so me smokes B josh dan joey o and conor walked/ran around noho for a good hour. dan ecided to climb the fountain and slide down. everyone was jumpin to reach the canopies, doin spins n shit off em. good times. except the way home. not good. umm b randons car caught on fire. i steered it into this apartment complex while the others pushed. joey was infront of us, like way far ahead, so he didnt believe that brandons car was on fire, and we really needed water, so he wouldnt help us. we asked one lady for water and she denied us. then someone else let us have some. the fire was put out, cops came, talked to joe and convinced him that the car was indeed on fire and that he needed to come pick us up. then firetrucks came and shit, it was nuts. joe and josh showed up, me conor smokes and brandon squished in the back seat of joes coupe... tiny back seat. i was like laying across them haha. but oh man, poor B.
im wiped man, peacee
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[20 Aug 2005|12:16pm] |
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warped was pretty sweet. it was my first time crowd surfing. i got elbowed in the jaw. what a blast. i also got covered in mud thanks to the oh so wonderful joey o, chad, and shawn. good times. i also punched a chick in the face in a transplants pit. she had it comming man. i really didnt think i had it in me, but whatev. she stood behind me and kept humping me. normally when i get hit on in like noho i dont care, but her? guys cant even pick up chicks like that, nevermind girls. and then she asked if i wanted to have a little fun with her after the show. she seriously wouldn't leave me alone so im like 'dude! i dont fuckin fly like that, bitch!' and BAM! didnt even know where i was swingin, but i got her! and i stormed off. i dont know if i should be proud of that or not, but she was really pissin me off. maybe she was drunk. anyway! they fucked with the murphys and transplants times, so we got royally screwed and missed dkm. they were the main reason i went, too. i sent ben warren crowd surfing... that was pretty comical. and kyle (b's cuz) saved me in the atreyu pit when i got dropped haha. i also saw my friend kyle from circut city haha whenever i go there he's always the one to help me out, so i got a nice hug to start the day off. im gonna marry that guy, i swear. so after warped, joey o dropped me off at bosts house where we took much needed showers. the joe and chad came back, bre and tanya showed up. they're so crazyyyy. bre was bragging about the sweedish massage she got, and me and tanya were bitchin about how worked we got in the pits haha not cool.
tuesday i got my car back on the road. took kelly and andj out to dinner to meet up with jim and andrew from cathedral. cool kids. i guess they wanted to go to some party in spfld. there are few towns i hate more than spfld. fuck that. then i went to zasks house and showed him my senior pics. tim came too, but hes not important. ;-) oh yeah! we put him up crowd surfin too. i dont think he was expecting that haha. umm yea then i went home and slept because thats what i do best.
capts practices on wed were pretty sweet. i was a slut haha. a lot of people showed up, and i saw lisa! <3! abbey didnt show tho. poopie. anyway, after that i picked up my laptop and saw kyle again! what a cool dude.
thursday i was feelin bummy so i just rented a bunch of movies, bought a massive amount of ice cream, stayed in my room all day and watched them. probably not too healthy, but it was relaxing.
yesterday was a chris day! my friend from conn came up for the weekend, i was pumped. but that was later on in the day. earlier i brought my sisters too subway, we picked up some grinders and brought them to my mom's office. we met her up at work for lunch, she loved it. she showed us around, we met some poeple. its wicked nice in there. anyway, then i took them to the mall because im nice. then CHRIS! called. went home, changed. i was about to go out and when i walked outside and i heard 'ASHLEY!' and saw andj's head out the window. i guess dan was yellin out the window too, but i missed it. they're such goof balls. her dan joe? kel and laura were gonna go to a wake for some kid that died. i didnt even hear about it. then i took off and visited andrew and frank at work in wesfield. i really did not enjoy driving there. 5:00 traffic really blows in the center of town haha. anyway, i called chris back up and we met up at the mall. i met his friend elijah and his cuz sarah. cool kids. i filled out an app at hollister. saw lisa and abbey! i love themmmm. anyway, then we left and raced in bearhole. got some t-bell. visited paully at work. i miss that kid. then we chilled at the middle school for a bit. they had to leave so i headed over to andrews house where i saw the lovely mike. super. then andrew mike adam frank and i decided to go to the movies at 10:30 to see the 40 year old virgin. fan-fucking-tastic movie. before we even got in there mike got in legal trouble haha. i couldnt stop cracking up, which was really bad cuz he almost started laughing infront of the cop. oh well! so yea we got in there and saw a shit ton of people. frank and stacey showed up. that was funnn. then adam decided to be a meanie! :-( i dont hate you, i promise!
today i have a wedding to go to. tho i really dont think im going to it, just the reception with meaghssss <3. we need to go to the cape again so him and gina can visit for a couple more days. that was fun. i need a shower. yay for destankification!
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[13 Aug 2005|07:35pm] |
so last night i chilled with the gorilla. got some more advice on the senior pics, but im still lost. went to dicks and found out that my stick i got last year is now $20 less. but they have a new version, so thats probably why. we went to roman's, who was not there, to chill with everyone who was there haha arline was gettin pretty upset tho, she didnt want that many people there when he wasnt home... and for other reasons haha TOY! oh man, mikes an ass. quite entertaining tho. so then most of the girls left to go to on the boarder for somereason, and the rest of us (andrew chris mike adam gorilla and myself) went to t-bell and met up with santi and chris s. i dunno where vinnie went, he disappeared. i think we got there in the middle of a drug bust or something. or maybe it was a fight or something. either way, it was entertaining.
after i got home, i was feelin kinda shitty, which has been happening frequently. its my fault tho, i get all stressed out, and then i take it out on one person in particular and he most definitely does not deserve it. but ive already fucked things up enough, so ill just leave it at that. anyway, i decided to call glen up cuz hes an insomniac and usually pretty good at makin me feel better so we ended up talking for 2 fucking hours. it was amazing tho cuz i completely forgot about everything that was bothering me. i wish he wasn't so hard on himself tho, it kinda worries me. so i finally went to bed at like 4 maybe and woke up at a ridiculous hour of the day once again cuz my mom wanted to go computer shopping. i quite literally just got home from it too. buuuut, i got a new laptop so im happy. the guy helpin us looked sooo familiar, then he finally goes 'are you from ws?' and we realized that we knew eachother through ben reynolds. weeiirrddd. he was such a goof ball too, which was quite relieving after a stressful day of shopping. it may not sound stressful, but we went to a few different stores comparing computers and shit and man... it wasnt fun haha. so now im just sittin here, waitin for it to storm again so i can go outside and watch it. got no plans for tonight so call me up bitches. bye.
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wednesday was pretty sweet. i slept all day then went to mrs. b's for a pool party. i love her dip. and i love her. so i chilled there for a little then anthony picked me up and we chilled at my house for like an hour or so to kill time before we had to go to unos for gorilla's bday. he helped me decide on my senior pics and he looked at the cape pics too. i love those man. soo then we went there. darryl nick and tom were there too. after we ate we walked around the mall a bit. then b picked me up and we drove around. we got real bored so we decided to call people who we knew were busy and wouldnt pick up their fone to leave the most annoyingly random messages, and we made a contest out of it. i won. i called keith talking so incredibly fast about him not comming to my corner and i lost my business for the night or something stupid like that. i dunno, it was fun at the time. then joe and keith called us up. we chilled at kiwis a bit, showed them my pics... they werent any help tho. brandon said he couldnt pick cuz he liked them all, which is bullshit cuz theres plenty that im not too fond of, then all joe said was 'god damn!', and kiwi- well he was in a bad mood so he didnt say much of anything. stupid brit. <3. then joe left, called up about a half hour later telling us to met up with him at the middle school, so we did. steph and jack were there havin sex or somethin and dan carney and anthony phillips drove by giving them shit cuz they were tryin to cover it up. it was pretty funny. so we chilled with all them for a bit, then we left and chilled in the church parking lot. nothing too exciting. i got bored and went home. then yesterday i had a doctors appt and found out i gained a bit of weight, but im still underweight for my height and age... which doesnt make sense to me. anyway, after that brandon picked me up and we went to cheys. kiwi and joe were there talkin about gettin booze, but we had no where to go, well we did, but it just didnt happen. then kiwi and joe went to bosts cuz he had pizza haha we stayed with chey cuz he had to watch his brother. then we went to jjs. when we went back to cheys, him brandon and ryan had a bb gun fight which was in-fucking-sane. then we met up with bre tanya bost chelsea chad and dan at shawns house. kiwi and joe showed up again, and then goody chris hosh tara pal maggie and alyssa made an appearence. julia was of the walls, that girl def should not have sugar before she goes to bed. things got kinda boring there so me chey alyssa and brandon left to go hot tubbin. i love hot tubs. then at like 2 in the morning my new friend jim calls me up from old lyme or some shit. hes a rapper that goes to cathedral haha. cool kid tho. umm yea then i just kinda chilled online for a bit which wasn't smart cuz i forgot i had to wake up early in the morning. so my dad wakes me up and we hit the road. i applied for a job at baystate which i know im gonna get, its just a matter of me wanting to. working during fh season is not gonna be fun. then we ran some erands, hit up t-bell, then we went to planet fittness to get memberships. i guess everyone is gettin one except my little sister cuz shes too young. but i know my dad's pushin chels to work out more for soccer. shes in a tough league, i dunno how she does it at her age, but man her coach is hardcore. and since she plays year round, im pretty sure being in shape would be a good thing. i think im gonna go take a nap. im runnin on quite literally 2 and a half hours of sleep. goodnight.
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you're so fucked up, you're a fucking mess.
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[09 Aug 2005|11:57pm] |
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today i did a whole lot of nothing. i got some school shopping done. visited vikkers at hollister and she hooked me up with some cali flares. so comfy. um somehow i pulled a muscle in my hand. ouch. anddd i visited kel and andj today. she made a dance for me. i love you too, kel! umm yaaa... thats about it. NO ITS NOT! i got my senior pics back and i saw jammin and amanda there! his came out so good! and so did mine! and im excited! if anyone wants to see them let me knowwww!!!
ps- my ringtone for michael andrew zaskey is 'pimpin all over the world' ;-)
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[09 Aug 2005|11:35am] |
Firsts and Lasts;;
FIRSTS--->
First best friend: brendan malichian in like preschool or some shit First crush: believe it or not... him First car: the one i have now...? First kiss: oh boy- 8th grade... mike... First screen name: fuck if i remember First funeral: never been to one First album: probably bsb or some stupid shit like that First pets: annie... cutest little cocker spaniel <3 rip First piercing/tattoo: ears in 2nd grade First big trip: i suppose canada could be a big trip... maybe florida... lets stick with AFRICA First time skiing: haha first and last... 7th grade, when i decided snowboardin was cooler. bitches. First concert: beyonce First alcoholic drink: beeeeeeeer. First ticket violation: ok, ticket? never. violation? haha plenty. im so good at getting my way out of shit. First job: does babysitting count? i was makin good money off of that! First myspace friend: fuck myspace
LASTS---->
Last car ride: vikki bringin me home from fh Last kiss: sunday... Last time you cried: the day after i came home from africa because some people are stupid and didn't want to see me after not seeing me for a month! Last movie watched: philadelphia... such a good movie Last food you ate: jello sugar free pudding! last night! completely defeats the purpose of working out... but hey, sugar free! Last love: mac n cheese Last item bought: i wanna say my lunch the other day... but i dont remember Last annoyance: this guy Last time wanting to die: i might have been over dramatic and said ive wanted to like when i was a kid or something, but i never meant it Last shirt worn: sweat filled jersey! gotta love fh Last alcoholic drink: smirnofffff Last concert: gahhhh i dunno Last phone call: ANDY FROM MOTHER FUCKIN WISCONSIN Last time at the mall: like a little less than two weeks ago maybe with the lovely andrewmoore, and i saw gabby, and she didnt recognize me. then i spent a week with her in the cape. insanneee.
soo yesterday was alright i guess. didnt do much besides cpt practice. i teamed up with pete berg's sister! shes so adorable! totally my new fav. we got a lot accomplished tho. taught dribbling techs, all three passes, one dodge with the attack in full action which was sweet cuz we got offensive and defensive practice, then we did 3 v. 2 to see if they liked d or o better, and we took a few shots on vikki. did some running and shuttles and what not, but i do feel accomplished. really curious about whose gonna be cpts this year. vikki, alyssa... me? hopefully!!!! we're the seniors who have stuck with it the longest, so im hoping that'll get us somewhere. i have faith!
tonight im hoping to chill with brian cuz i havent seen him in... must be like 2 or 3 months. thats just not acceptable haha. i think we're going swimming. yay! i was supposed to at criddys the other night but i guess he had other intentions. i wanna go swimming damnit! ehmmm, yea i need to go school shopping. and i need to call my insurance co to put my car back on the road. that'd be nice. ya know, with fh n all. then i guess theres a party wed at mrs b's and a scrimage after which i do not think i will be attending cuz it happens to be gorillas bday, but hopefully i can stop by for a little. if not, well then i saw mrs b yesterday so thats gonna have to be good enough for now. her nephew is fucking gorgeous. they were cleaning out our closet in the locker room. it smelled sooo bad. we're such dirty smelly girls. so we bumped up a league... gonna be wicked difficult this year. all new teams, gotta learn their weaknesses. c league... everything was easy to pick up on. like how if we scored the first goal, certain teams would get pissed and play shitty cuz they think they're gonna lose. they need to kick it up. but whatev, no more of them. thats probably gonna be us now, the newbies of the league- intimidated? i think not. we'll do fine im sure. and thennn thursday is gonna be spent with my dearest brandon.. and maybe kiwi! im gettin my senior pics back thursday too and i cant wait to see them. alright im done blabbering. later nukkas.
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HOLY SHIT! ANDY I MISSED YOU SOOO MUCHHH!!!! you totally need to call me more often, bitch!
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kelly's pics... im too poor for a camera! http://www.worldisround.com/articles/200519/index.html
the cape was exciting. maine is still cooler. the house was fucking huugggeee. real nice too. and it fit 16 people comfortable at one point. then a few people left, but ill get to that later. the first night we all went out to dinner. good times. then me kel gab chels and this freak she brought along with her went on a shopping spree at tj max. got the cutest $5 steve maddens. im in love with them. then sunday meaghs and gina visited us! we went to a flee market. got a bunch of shit. then we went to a stop and shop to buy shit to make our own sundaes. but we had to buy for 16 people so it took some time. i pushed kel around in the cart. i love when people look at me like im some sort of odd ball. well i am, but it was all in good fun. then we went back and todd made us the most amazing chicken everrrr. it was great living with a chef for a week. then we went mini golfing. i swear people thought we were drunk. we'd hit the ball, then put our heads on the club and spin on it then try to race to our ball, pick it up and drop it in the hole. its so much fun! then watching gina swinging at her ball thats in the water... oh man that was priceless. we all got soaked! they stayed the night which was awesome, then the next morning we got an early start for the beach. they left that afternoon cuz gina had to be back at work for 3. or something like that. that night i dont remember doing much of anything. i think i just decided to be a bum and nap. oh, then i watched the game with dave dave and dad. now thats a mouthful. tuesday we went to ptown. kel saw one of her friends workin in this surf shop. then everyone wanted to go on a whale watch, so kel gab todd monique and myself went back to the house. we ended going to this beach that night and played with hermet crabs. er keptt naming them and picking them out of the water. then some of them decided to be suicidal and jump out of kel's hand. we walked in the water for awhile cuz the water was sooo warm. and the sunset was amazing. we flied kites for awhile. then we went back. the rest of the crew didnt get back til late so we didnt really do much else. wednesday was another beach then at night my dad todd and dave took me chels katy kev caity kel gab and mikaila go kart racing. the track fucking sucked. it was just a donut! and the cars went super slow, so we all decided to bump into eachother. the people runnin it got pissseeddd tho. screw them. then we went to dq! mmm... banana splits make me happy. the next day a few of the griff's friends came. nice people. then the rents went out to dinner that night, so for us kids, we had this huge house to ourselves, filled with pizza and movie rentals. amazing. that night me and kel couldnt sleep so we just talked and annoyed chel and katy cuz they were tryin to sleep. but they were on the other side of the basement so who cares. then friday everyone went to the beach again except for me my dad chels and katy. we went to hyannis for the day and had a fucking blast. when we got home we had cake and ice cream for my dads bday then the simons and griffins left the house to go home. after that the rest of us went to chatham for the night. then we went back to the house had it to ourselves for the night. it was great not being woken up in the morning. wasnt too bad tho cuz i still woke up early every morning... with or without the noise. then this morning we packed up and cleaned evverryythhiinngg. we went back to hyannis cuz my mom and sister wanted to check it out then we hit the road. and here i am! watching madeline.... i dont know why. anyway! i gotta load pics. bye!
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yesterday was pretty sweet. i finally finished unpacking from africa, then i started packing for the cape. kiwi came and picked me up and we chilled a su casa and looked at my pics. i love my little fruit <3 then josh e came over. and joey o and bost. then barci. we chilled on his roof for the longest time, it was amazing. then we smoked a few blunts in his back yard. tried the mango, wasnt a big fan. then we decided to go for a walk. stopped at joes house to pick up his bike and josh boarded. that was interesting. so we're walkin and we see bre tanya and julieann. they're fucking crazy. we stopped to talk with them and they were slow dancing to 40s music. then we all walked to mitt park. fooled around on the bike board and jungle gym. its fun being stupid. then some dousche bag at food bag decided to stare me down with his jaw wide open and almost runs into the pole. faggot. get some manners! then the girls left and we walked back to kiwis. called brandon up and he decided to let us use his hot tub. sweet deal. bost said he'd let me push him in the pool, so i gave it a shot. he pulled me in there with him. shoulda seen that commin. but the hot tub felt sooo good after being in freezing cold water. jess came too and saw my pics. shes so nice. so then i went home. i still had packing to do. glen and i are talking again. it was the most random thing... he sparked convo about snowboardin, which is weird cuz joey o and i had just devised a way to board off kiwis roof without getting killed. so he kept me up for another good hour before i started my packing again. jerk. :-P didnt go to bed til 2:30, woke up at 4 like usual. fuck you jet lag, fuck you. im hoping it wares off soon, this is by far too long. it's almost been a week since ive been home and im still all screwed up. oh well. im leaving for the cape in approximately 3 minutes so i should probably wrap this up. see you in a week! <3
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[29 Jul 2005|04:24pm] |
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soo im home as you've realized. right after i pulled in the driveway some of my family members showed up. i really wanted to just like shower and sleep or something. can't imagine i was too interesting to talk to running on 0 hours of sleep from sat-mon. flights got all fucked and i was pissed, i just wanted to get home, but i wanted us all to get home together which didn't happen. no matter how sick of eachother we were, we all realized that we started this trip as a team and we should have ended it as a team. whatever, nothing i can do about it now. the next night i went for a run to meaghs house and talked with him and his mom <3 then he bought me ice cream. bad move... kept me up all night. no need for details though. then i hung out with andrew and brenna. mike showed up too at some point... i think. anyway, i got my pics developed, and even though it was a disposable camera, they didnt come out as bad as i thought they would last night a shit ton of people went to hooters. it was alright i guess, i got to see everyone which is the main reason we went. well... for most people. then someone had the idea to go to mad maggies. i had made plans with other people after i got out of dinner, but somehow someone made my decision for me. i had a miserable time and i really wanted to leave. but instead, i got stranded there. what wonderful friends i have, right?
-i've been here before a few times and i'm quite aware we're dying-
why do i stay friends with people who don't realize how bad they're hurting me? if you can answer this, please entice me.
peace out bitchfaces
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[27 Jul 2005|08:24am] |
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thank you for all the welcome back comments, i appreciate it
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[25 Jul 2005|07:58pm] |
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im home!
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[23 Jun 2005|08:24am] |
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well, i guess this is goodbye.
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[22 Jun 2005|02:04pm] |
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-there are things that used to make me smile one of them was you for just a little while-
ok! so, last day home! LOTS of packing and cleaning to do. i still have some shopping to do actually. ooh man, im not prepared. im nervous, extremely excited tho. im sure it'll fly by real fast. be prepared for lots of stories and pics when i get back!
-there are things that used to make me laugh but now they're deeply buried in the past i left them there so far away replaced my humor with my pain-
i had senior pics yesterday! i was all made up and everythin. the second after i walked out with my hair and make-up done, walt steinmetz was like, 'you're doing this for modeling right? what company?' :) haha me? yea right. it was a blast tho, i freakin felt like a model. his assistant tim, or whatever he was, gave me his number! i didn't ask for it tho, he just kinda gave it to me... but that would explain why he kept complimenting me! so i came home and ate dinner, mike andrew and... mike's g/f? came to pick me up. we went to friendlys so i could say bye to nick and give him something for george. then we went to mad maggies so i could say bye to chris! and i killed andrew in some pool :) then i really sucked again, like usual. melisa danielle sam and some other dude showed up which was cool. then zask showed up, we played for a bit, but then i got bored so we left. hung out for a little while ;) then i went home and found empty smirnoff bottles everywhere! my mom was supposed to save a few for me, but evidently they're all gone now. bummer. well i gotta get goin, toodles!
-remember when i said i love you well forget it i take it back i was just a stupid kid back then i take back every word that i said-
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[22 Jun 2005|12:34am] |
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I LOVE MICHAEL ANDREW ZASKEY!
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